I hate my back. I fucking hate it. However. It is what it is. It’s bad. But it will get fixed and I will come back again, stronger than ever. Period. This time will be different. I’ve set new goals in life… outside of weight and diet. I’ve opened up time to work hard physically. I’m coming for everything now.
I don’t care about resolutions anymore. I’m starting when my back gets better…..hopefully a few days. my goals before 2024 ends is to SAVE as much money as I can and to be 12% body fat. Everything else will be *subgoals of that. Such as running races, lifting twice a day and various other physical excursions.
I will study more than ever on just how to do the 12% at 49 years old and I will work harder than ever.
It’s not easy with a broken body. I have to not injure myself. It’s time to work hard and work smart and work more often. I’m single with little responsibilities. Being tired in the afternoon is garbage. Time to fill that slot.
Everything will change.. quickly. I can’t wait. I just want to be able to walk right now though.
I don’t want to turn 50 with ANY regrets. Especially physically. I’m coming!!
Quiet Desperation 