Crossroads

August has started and I’m content with where I’m at physically. I’m Content, not thrilled. This is because I just took a week off and a had some drinks, a lot of them.

Long story short… I just can’t do it anymore. I at least can’t drink regularly. My passion is too strong to get bigger, stronger, healthier etc. Every time I drink I set myself back. It probably takes 2 weeks to get back in a good rhythm. By this time, I’m planning to drink again.

I’m not going to sit here and tell myself or others I’m not drinking again, I’ve been down that road. However, I will say I’m not drinking for a few months and I will rarely drink this winter, if at all.

My goal is to get leaner and leaner while putting on muscle. I also want a balanced life where I have fun as well. Drinking has got to stop being my definition of fun 🙄. Time to grind for 60 days.

I’m probably 215 now. My goal on my birthday, October 2nd is to be under 200. Let’s fucking gooooo!!