What if you don’t have to be motivated to do something hard, you just fight through the pain, depression and fatigue.
What if you don’t stop waiting to be someone and do something worthwhile before it’s too late.
What if you stop feeling bad and DO SOMETHING about it. Even if it is HARD.
What if you did something so great that you finally became happy and proud.
What if you just think you can’t and live out your life sad 😔
What if you have one chance to change everything but it won’t happen in a day.
What if you stop being a fucking bitch and push yourself.
What if your long term happiness was just as important as your short term desires.
What if you lost someone you cared about and never truly made them proud.
Fuck all that. I can’t do that. Fuck depression. Fuck lack of energy. Fuck a bad back, bad knee, bad heart. It’s time. Anyone can do easy shit. God knows I have my whole life.
Quiet Desperation 